I just finished watching Fargo, but before that I went to watch MIB 2 with Yusef, or MIIB, get it?! both were cool... you wanna know what I'm listening to right now? Run DMC - Tricky... but I have the whole album... this song is on that one playstation game, SSX Tricky... so you might have heard it... I like Run DMC... I also like Sugar Hill Gang... but I only like old school rap... not that new p diddy crap "yeah, yeah, y-yeah" with some old music sampled in the background...

you know what confuses me? everything... I feel so used sometimes when people talk to me when their bored and only when their bored... it's like when I try to talk to them, they're too busy for me... I mean I don't mind if we're both bored... it's nothing that serious... I just feel like talking about stuff...

mostly because I'm bored... I'm proud to be black, y'all my name is Pius Pack y'all, give it back y'all... man... I have so much shit to do and I'm not doing shit...

so I'm trying to think of something to write about... I don't know, I'm pretty much apathetic about everything now.. I have some kind of problem...

you know what's great? Pennywise... you what's even greater? PUNK FUCKING ROCK... I wish I was into the underground shit... I wish I could dress like them, but they're posers and I'd be a poser too... true punk rock isn't spending money every three weeks dying and geling your hair, wearing safety pins, cut up clothing, or reciting lyrics... it's fucking the system, ANARCHY, it's the healthy release of youthful energy... of course, i can't preach, I live in order, chaos is something I'd have a hard time doing... but it's a cycle... order turns to chaos, chaos turns to order... I hate posers... I used to see them everyday in school and at waikiki... they're not punk rock, they only dress punk rock... what the hell, maybe I'm wrong... it's just what I believe punk rock is or how it started out to be... just a bunch of kids in the suberbs bored... tired of the redudancy and conformity... you know, if I didn't have a computer, I'd probably would have been so bored I'd do other things, like learn guitar or turn into a typical korean, earn money for a car and shit... rice it up... but, this me, would hate that alternate me...

remember my awesome headphones I bought for 50 bucks... there's one draw back, well two... the first one, I can't lie down on my side with them... the second one is that I can't rock out with them, they fall out... you know, you're listening to some good whatever you rock out too and then you just go off, playing your air guitar or whatever instrument their playing... MAN I WISH I COULD PLAY GUITAR... I wanna start a fucking punk rock band... I wish I could at least keep in tune and rhythem... I think I keep spelling rhythem wrong, correct me if I'm wrong, I don't want to look more of a jackass than i already am...

I love my headset though... they're loud.. and they're clear... and comfortable and light... it's already 4:15... I've spent 45 mins writing, but I haven't been spending the whole time writing, I've been reading, rocking out, talking to one person for like a minute...

I want a concert to come to hawaii, they're always oh so fun.... I wish pennywise came, I think they came once, with uh... that band that plays Wanna Be A Rock Superstar, Cypris Hill... I don't think I spelled it right... but, it's Cypris Hill, I don't want to pay to see that shit... Yusef got to go for free though... I'm not into the punk scene here, I've heard some good things about the local bands, but I never know when the shows are and I usually don't have rides there...

sitting here listening to pennywise, got me thinking, do I wanna be some hippy tree loving guitarist with my acoustic guitar trying to get the chics by writing songs about them... or do I wanna try to start or be part of a punk rock band in college with my electric guitar.... of course if I was in a band if we played shows then I would probably get chics... or at least meet them, hah... oh well, I'm taking my acoustic anyway... I'll see how it goes... if I want my electric, I'll bring it next year or semester... I need to buy a case for my acoustic, even though it probably isn't worth it...

well enough of my jibba jabba.. you'd never catch me saying that in real life, oh that zany internet, makes you say crazy things...