the longer I sleep, the better my chances are at having dreams... I like dreams... no matter how weird, makes me feel emotions that I thought I never had... first let me just say that I don't think dreams mean anything, just our subconcious taking a shit... everything we've taken in, just comes back out all molded together...

so I'm cuddling and just being in love with this girl... Randi(yep... that weirded me out when I woke up... ) so we're about to have sex, she whips out the condom and opens it... then my mom comes in, I hide the condom under the bed and it gets all dirty, so Randi leaves to get another one... I'm talking to my mom and tell her of my predicament, she says she won some condoms at a health clinc and offers some to me... they I say "what?! didn't you win those 2 years ago? "...

then I think it melds into another dream... where I'm in my room of my house, but it's all nice and white... my mom and my baby sister(I don't really have one for those of you who know me) are in there too... I'm playing with my baby sister and just loving it the whole time, I'm so happy, it's crazy... I love them so much... I watch my mom play with my baby sister and then I just start crying uncontrolably, but it's like crying because I'm happy... overwhelmingly happy... then my dad comes in... (in my dream they're not divorced and we're one happy family) and he takes my sister on a boat ride... like a small two man row boat... into this lake surrounded by a walk way with concrete guard walls... then I don't know if they were pirates or something but some kind of evil group of bandits attack my dad's boat, they sink it with but I don't know what happen to my dad and sister, I try to go out on a boat and save them, but I just end up coming back... I jump over the concrete guard wall and a two mobs of the evil bandits converging on me... I knew I had to fight to save my family... so I did what any son would do, run away with a fork in hand... eventually they converged on me and tried to stab me with their forks... they turned into students with forks chanting something about stabbing me with their forks.. they were still trying to stab me, I was in a river of students... I stabbed them back though... with my fork, I stabbed their arms, their ribs, stomachs, hands, trying to make my way out...

when I woke up... my eyes were red, swollen, and watery... like I cried my heart out...

so my day, you wanna know about my day right? I went to radio shack and bought a cable splitter and some a/v cable, hah I didn't want to go out today because I have this huge white head under my chin, oh well I got over that when I came back home.. heheh I feel so stupid sometimes... anyway.. I woke up at 1 pm and I didn't get to eat until 3 or 4 because I went to radio shack... I set up my computer and my tv so I can do stuff on my computer through my tv... I watched Trainspotting on my tv and it looked like dvd quality... it was sweet... the only problem I have is that I have to change video drivers to play games... my old video drivers allow me to use the tv and not play neverwinter nights, my new drivers allow me to play NWN, but not watch tv... sucky... oh well... life moves on...