yes! finally, some recognition from the opposite sex... you don't know how good that makes me feel, even though I know it shouldn't make me feel this good.. but I am happier than before.. smiling at least.. thanks... but that gay thing won't work out... I don't about other people, but I just can't turn gay because it's convient or easier... it's not like a switch or something... I'm just not attracted to guys... so I'm stuck with having infatuations of girls I'll never go out with... getting insulted and heartbroken by the smallest things... I'm just a pussy like that I guess... it's funny... me and yusef don't make very good friends for walking down waikiki... I mean, he's white and I'm asian, people just give us weird looks... and think we're homosexual... homosexual is such an awkward and long word... gay is so easy to say... it's simple... anyway... I just got a new used tv with a vcr in it... so I got my old 20+ inch tv in my room... my room is small so I have no space... but it's on the floor next to my bed... I need to get a RCA A/V cable so I can connect my computer to my tv, so I can watch movies on my tv... and a cable splitter so I can watch cable tv on my tv... it's gonna be sweet... I won't ever leave my room.. hahahah, how sad is that.... oh well... I'm off to play more neverwinter nights... see you on the flip side...