wow how depressing can a guy get? here's the scenario... I set up this asian avenue page... I send a couple people notes... they respond... I write back... I was bored last night... this girl from AA talks to me on aim, I show her my picture... 10 mins later... she has to go... I never see her again... I put a couple pictures of me on my site... no one writes me back... sparkmatch all over again.. hah I feel pathetic... or maybe I'm just over critial of everything, I mean it's only been a day...

when a girl tells you you're cute, you're ugly... only when they say "oh my god, you're really cute!!" or "you're such a hottie" or some shit like are they being truthful... but there are no hard feelings anymore, girls, you're alright in my book... how many times have I said, "you're cute" to a girl who I thought was ugly...

the internet is a funny paradox... I'm over it though... I played Neverwinter Nights the whole day, practically today.... the only reason I play so long is because everything takes so long to load... oh well... my monk is kicking ass and taking names... a group of evil zombies or mysterious assailants attack him and he just bust's out a good ol can o whoop ass... he doesn't need no weapons, his body is his weapon... kicking and punching guys going down within seconds...

it's been awhile since I've talked to someone who've made the conversation fun... I mean some of the things we've said, just made me smile... it might have been just me though... well I'm suppose to think of something to do... I have no idea... me and yusef are so bored... well I'm so bored, I need to bug yusef to give me a ride to places... speaking of yusef... here's a picture of yusef, evan, and me at graduation...

good times... oh yeah, I forgot to mention I look like I'm about to molest Evan in that picture, just look at my hand

and here's one for the road, a picture of the sunset from tantalus...