why isn't anyone updating their diaries anymore? I have nothing to read now... I get very disappointed when I click my buddy list thing and see that no one has updated...

so anyway, party man Pius here I went to a party last night... my 3rd time drinking and I have yet to get drunk... I don't think I allow myself to do it... sometimes I feel like such an ass... why? because I probably get even more quiet when I drink... last night's party was okay, it got boring fast... and slept over... I was flashed once, I guess that was the highlight of my night, which is pretty sad... what's even more sad is that's probably the first time I've ever seen some girl's boobies in person... it exactly wasn't the greatest thing I've seen in the world...

I was suppose to watch Minority Report with a couple people... I didn't go because I was tired, so I slept...

I can't get this one girl off my mind... but it's only because she's so hot... you know the other night, I went to that party in my last entry... yeah the guy who took me to the party, his date is hot... I couldn't stop looking at her, especially since she had that kind of v neck top that comes down pretty far... oh well, it's only an infatuation... heh that night one of the guys said something fun... this group of homely asian girls came into the room and we're like "and this is why we drink, TO DRINKING!" yeah, it's pretty mean... but guys are mean and thats why girls like them...

today... I realized how much me and my friends have been through and how much they've been through with each other... I'm sorry we had to part ways... I hope we'll all meet up together again... when I think of my best friends... I only have 3 truely best friends.. like best of the best... Eric, Philip, and Yusef... Michael and Jevon and Evan and Jung are my best friends also, they're just a little notch lower than the first three... those were the guys I spent most of my time with... oh well... life goes on...