you know all those things I said I would do yesterday? I haven't done a damn thing... I woke up at 6 pm and my family went out to eat then went to costco, the one by home depo, it just opened, however they weren't in business yet, they just had a whole bunch of free food... what a waste of money... oh well... I want to go out, but I think Jevon and them are at John's grad party...

you're probably sick of hearing me complain about how much pain I'm in, but DAMN I LIVE IN A WORLD OF PAIN... I don't want to wake up because I know I'll be in pain... today when I was eating, I bit my fucking lip AGAIN and in the same place I bit it last time... so I already have a cold sore there and I just made it worse... I think it's my teeth... or something... it's not normal to keep biting your lip semi-monthly...

I can't believe jevon, michael, and jung are going to be leaving next week... it's sad... I feel as if I haven't spent enough time with them... I'll definitely miss them... I feel like I haven't been a good enough friend to any of my friends, like I've never done anything for them and they've done everything for me... in the end I'm probably just gonna end up getting them some lame stupid gifts like a punisher mouse pad or a stupid drawing of spider-man... nothing is ever good enough... I just hope they remember me...