punk rock is always there to cheer me up... anyway... today is sunday... well technically still is because my computer's clock is 45 mins fast... ska cheers me up even more... the fish, save ferris, less than jake... it's so up beat and shit... nothing can bring me down... don't let the bastards grind you down... that's the toasters, another ska band... I don't listen to them too often though... yep.. I'm glad my mom is more lax with me going out... because she let me go out now, like right now I'm gonna go to jacks with Yusef and Jevon... I didn't have much too write anyway, I just watched TV all day... however, tomorrow should be interesting, interesting indeed my fellow diarists... I'm gonna go boogie boarding.. (say what?!) yes.. I'm actually going to go to the beach on my own... I told you, I'm gonna go to the beach everyday, this is a step in the right direction... I also need to get a job... I can't rent boogie boards everyday...

you know.. I was so bored I was going to scan a picture of my burn... it's gotten to a phase where it's healing and really itchy and looks incredibly disgusting... I think I've discovered the secret to mind over matter... I just picture pain as an electron being sent to my brain from my nerves.. if I didn't have that nerve I wouldn't even feel the pain.. so I just imagine it's not painful... sounds easy but it's not... it's like disconnecting with reality... you have to concentrate and focus your mind's eye on to a higher level of conciousness... so when that alcohol soaked cotton swab gets rubbed across your burn you don't feel the searing sharp pain shooting up and down your arm... yeah... everything I said in that this paragraph is just shit I pulled out of my ass... anyway if you were a sucker enough to believe that then you trust me too much..

I'm not a trustworthy person... did I tell you? I didn't get that interactive game design class... how lame is that... so I took that guitar for beginners class instead... now I gotta bring my guitar... I don't know, should I bring my electric or buy that acoustic from jung? so many questions... ay, that's how life is... matey... I would have loved to show you a picture of a ninja doing the robot right now, but I currently don't have one in my possession... yep... I don't know how I can have a conversation that lasts till almost the break of dawn... I suck at the conversation... I ask stupid questions... that result in a one sylable answer... and the things I say make me sound so desperate, trying keep the conversation going... it's like beating an dead horse...

have you ever had a conversation going with someone that you didn't want to end? like both of you were just clicking and you'd.. well I'll finish this later...