I can't wait for graduation... I think I almost had a heat stroke today, or was really dehydrated because I had this pounding head ache and felt like vomitting towards the end of graduation practice... not too much has been happening, I went to the beach yesterday with Jevon, Michael, and Jung... that was pretty fun... when I say yesterday, I mean the day before yesterday, Wednesday.... I also got my senior prom pictures... so far, I've only given away like 6... and I have 40 something...

sometimes I'm really surprised how personal people get on these diaries... so I feel obligated to get a little personal too... reading about computer hardware turns me on.... hehe well it doesn't turn me on, but it makes me feel good inside...

I am a very weird person, perhaps weird is not the right word, but ever since I memorized a small part of rapper's delight I think I can rap too.. heh every day I've been making up these simple rhymes... however I'd make a horrible rapper, I can't keep rhythem....

I have discovered the greatness that is called Goldfinger, I should have went to the concert they had on awhile back... I have around three of their albums now... pretty good stuff...

it's funny... sometimes I try to write something different instead of just writing about my day, I don't really think about anything during the day besides "man, it's fucking hot, I have a fucking headache, I think I'm gonna die"... heh shows how much mental capacity I have..

I spent about a couple hours trying to figure out how to play as Spider-Man on this game called Freedom Force, it's a super hero game where you play a super hero, closely resembling hero's already created... and you do missions and shit, I'm only on the second mission and I'm stuck already... anyway you gain prestige, xp and some other points when you save people or complete missions and with those points you upgrade your hero and recruit more heros into your squad of super heros... it's very customizable, you can make many of the super heros from marvel, dc, image, and probably even something you've thought of before... however they don't look like any of those afformentioned heros, so you have to install skins so your hero looks like the hero you're trying to replicate... that took awhile to do... but mostly because I'm stupid...

ever have these moments in your life that are so simple but bring you so much pleasure.... I call them perfect moments... for example... I had one today... laying on my bed in my boxers, curtains that diffuse the warm afternoon sun, window open letting in that slight breeze, thinking about nothing.... it's moments like these that make me wish I didn't havea ny responsibilites so I could have moments like these....

well I better get started with writing my thank you letters, because of these scholarships, I won't have to borrow money...

and I'm so confused, about what to do, sometimes I want to throw it all away...