I watched Mallrats today, it was good, had some funny scenes and boobies...

one thing that bothers me, why guys like breasts... and if I look at a girl's chest, does she notice me looking? I've been thinking about the first question... what is so damn attractive about two mounds of fat... 98 percent fat.. why does that make men pitch trouser tents.. certainly, if you're male, you've checked out a few hooters... something attracts you to it... I mean, if they're exposed or big enough, you're gonna look at them... sometimes it's hard not to look... and even when you're not looking for them, you look at them anyway, subconciously and then you realize you're looking at a girl's tits... I don't get it... why? I think it's just primative instincts... that's the only way I can explain it...

now to my second question... do girls notice if I stare at their jugs? I have no idea... I try not to look and if I do, only once... but sometimes, like I said before, I just stare at them subconciously... when I notice I'm looking at them, I look away... but what bothers me is if she saw me or not... maybe it's not even worth a second thought, because it was accidental... well sometimes its not.. maybe I'm just thinking about this too much...

I finally activated my check card... now I can use it... I tried to use it at the movies but I didn't activate it and I looked like a jackass because I didn't bring any money...

maybe I won't feel so hollow, but I'm pretty sure that I'll be sleeping in...