you know you're in trouble when you squeeze the last penny sized drop of shampoo out of the bottle... then forced to try to lather your hair with it... I tried getting another bottle, but was just left standing in the middle of my bathroom, naked, wet, cold, and a drop of shampoo in my cupped hand... my bathroom is weird... when I close the door wind automatically gets generated when it passes underneath the door and through the sides... it's pretty windy in my bathroom and I have no windows... it's because air moves faster in a confined space.... I was afraid to take a shower today... because I hit my mom's sandel with my foot and the nail on my small toe bent back and then went back to normal, except all the skin underneath is all ripped off and bleeding and it hurts a whole lot..... yeah... I did weird things in the bathroom when I was a kid... nothing sexually weird of freakishly weird... like once, I guess I wasn't thinking or anything... but I got the shampoo, mind you I was 6 or 7, and I just tasted it... I didn't swallow it or anything... but it tasted horrible... that's the only thing I remember besides taking a shower and then lathering my self up with soap and stuff then finding out the water gets turned off... so I have soap on my face and everywhere... so I'm forced to wipe off the soap with a towel, which makes your skin all itchy and dry and the whole time my eyes were burning....

Jevon had his play today... I went to go see it with Michael and Yusef, it was funny and I thought everyone performed well... after me, yusef and jevon went to jacks and ate dinner, well they did, I came home and ate dinner after...

I try to make myself start a conversation with anyone who talks to me... I need to work on my social skills... I hardly even talk with my friends...

spider-man comes out this weekend... I don't plan on watching it... this weekend... maybe y tu mama tambien or dueces wild... I just don't want to be let down.... I wish school was over already.... my neck still hurts... all around... some one call the WWAAAHHMMMbulance... heh...

welll........I'm deciding if I should go into my talk about how girls depress me or not... I'd rather not bother you with stupid shit like that... I'm getting to be like Angsty McAngst here...

are you thinking what I'm thinking?

your smile at me is everything